To, The Lost Plans

Expectations are dangerous. You put your mind around them. You imbibe the feeling. There’s warmth. There’s love in them. And, that’s how they get you.

I have been lucky to find people, I can make plans with to start. Even this might seem a luxury to some. Well, we decided to watch a horror movie, sitting together, scaring the ones who’re afraid, eating Maggi and just having a good time in all. So, I let myself to get excited. I expected. Well, as they say,

Life is a RatTrap. And, I was caught.

The bait was to have a good time. And I had fallen for it. I spent my last days thinking on how awesome , it’s going to be. How wholesome we could all be. Oh How happy it seems.

Turns out, We couldn’t see the movie. And it’s okay. There were justified reasons and they were explained. But, what about the heart? How do you explain this to the heart? The heart doesn’t follow to the explanations and justifications, it works on will. How do I tell it to not feel bad? You can’t.

I could say something along the lines of positivity now, I could say something to make this a euphamised read; but let me be honest with you.

Sometimes, This failed plan, could just be the good that comes from wanting things in life. I learned, it’s okay. We can make another plan again. The main thing is not to give up even though you know that feeling of disappointment could be what you might feel. Do not give up on the plan just because it could fail. Trust in the plan because it could also be a success.

And always remember,

Disappointments are a part of life. But, sometimes they’re all their is.

They’re the worst memories we get. They’re the hardest to forget.